Puisi: I Used to Imagine My Future Life with You

I used to imagine my future life with you

I imagined how we spend our days 

In our little but sweet home

With a cute garden where I can plant my flowers

Maybe roses, maybe jasmines, or hyacinths

I used to imagine my future life with you

I imagined how we raise our children

I thought they would look like you and me

Maybe they would tall like you

And have eyes like me

And their laughs would bring joy and happiness to us

I used to imagine my future life with you

I imagined how we start morning with cups of tea

And talk about our silly dreams last night

Maybe we would make a plan for afternoon

Or no plan at all

Just you and me sit together watching TV

I used to imagine my future life with you

I imagined we would have a little fight

And end up nesting my head in your chest

Maybe we fight about our selfish self

Or fight about things that actually didn't matter in the end

I used to imagine my future life with you

I imagined how you took my hands

And you would say stuttering words

Like you did the first day we met

And I would stare to your calm gaze

And smile

I used to imagined my future life with you

Until youre gone and those imaginations slowly fade away

And I dont know where to find you

To tell you that someone I've been waiting all along is you

Youre gone and gone

And I don't know how to tell you

It's hurt so much

Used to imagined my future life with you

When the reality is I'm with someone else